I am who I am, if you don't like it, well I don't give a shit.

Saturday 17 March 2012

Desperation

I hate feeling this desperate. Being disgusted in myself is a new feeling, and wow do I feel it good. With each of my blogs, I have had the feeling of failure. Failure to get readers, failure to get followers.., Failure to be interesting. It's really sad, but I was so desperate for one more reader, that I went onto those blog forums and practically begged for readers.

I didn't ASK for more readers, but you could tell that I was certainly implying it, and now I am ashamed. The world of blogging has changed me, and I don't know if it's for better or worse. All I know is, when I see my total blog views go up, it won't be because I am a good blogger, it will be because I asked for it. What pride comes from that?

2 comments:

  1. It just takes time to get followers.I like your blog but I am not much of a commenter.Don't give up the followers will come eventually O_o

    BTW I found your blog in the coffee shop forum :)

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