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Sunday 22 April 2012

The Bitches at the Bus Stop

Last year I was in grade 7, and 12-13 years old. This year I am in grade 8 and I am 13, soon to be 14. In just one short year, I feel as though I have matured at such a rapid pace, and because of that, all the people a year younger than me look like fucking retarded douche bags. The grade sevens at my school this year are fucking annoying little pisser offers and should all burn in hell.

When I was in grade seven, sure I felt superior, I mean, it was my first year in middle school and I felt cool. But did I act on it? No. I knew that I was at the bottom of the food chain, and I accepted it. The first few of my months there, I ate on the ground next to the library, until about December, when I realised that it's okay if I want to eat at a table. My group of friends and I claimed a table that no one else sat at, and we squished all of our  big asses on it so we didn't need more than one table.

See? We knew our place, and we lived with it. Not once did we complain, not even when the grade nines thought that it'd be funny to run through our hallway and start a major traffic jam, where I got trampled. Not a single moan or groan escaped our mouths. I more than earned my right in the food chain this year, but what happens when us grade eights come back to finally live freely, and soon take on the role as top dog? The fucking grade sevens think they own all shit!

They run through the forbidden hallways of the grade eights and nines. They are loud and screaming and fucking little pricks. A group of them stole my groups fucking lunch table, so we had to find a new one. That really upset me, because I carved my initials where I always sat at that table. The worst part is, they think that are the fucking shit.

I don't really need to explain that, you all know how people are when they think they are fucking kings of us all.

Now for the bitches at my bus stop.

There is about 5 grade sevens who take my bus (city), and a lot of the times they have a little friend waiting with them. Add that up, and it's hell for me. Out of those some odd 10 kids, I like one. And even she pisses me off beyond belief.

The girls sit at the top of the mail-box yelling and screaming. The boys throw grass at each other, often hitting me. They all run around attacking each other, and they also rub against me, bump in to me or yell in my ear.

One quick thing you should know about me before I go on. I have a form of anxiety - not been confirmed yet, but I think I have it :) - and when it's loud, and I can't hear myself think, I start to get stressed. When it gets like this, I scratch my arm, as if I had a rash or something. Also, I can't stand people touching me, it's even worse when they brush up against me repeatedly. Add those two things together, and you have a very pissed off Siobhan.

None of this compares to that one boy... That one fucking boy is going to have his ass handed to him one day.

Here is a conversation he had with one friend::

Friend: Hey bro, do you have my 5 dollars?
Douche: Da fuck?
F: Last night, you said that you were going to give me $5 if I hugged Lisa
Douche: Dude, I was fucking high, you know I don't mean all the shit I saw when I'm high

Really? Really bitch? I fucking hate it when people try to be cool. And the fact that a 12 year old KID is getting high and partying isn't "cool." It's fucked up, and annoying and makes me want to shove a stick up his ass and a knife down his throat.

Another conversation. Same douche, different friend.

Douche: Dude, I made two long boards
F: Sweet
Douche: Yeah. And on one of them I wrote "I love boobs" and on the other "I love vagina"
F: Sweet
Douche: Yeah, my mom was so pissed.

I hate you.

5 comments:

  1. thankyou, someone FINALLY fucking said it. i hate grade 7's. hate 'em. they are too young, getting wasted and having sex and being generally violent.. i remember what i was like in grade 7 and it WAS NOT like they are now.. someone must've fed them something wacky.

    ps, you are very mature for your age

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    1. Thanks god, I thought I was the only one who thought this! Last year I was quiet and let the older kids do as they pleased, because they were there first, it was only fair. My theory is because last year, the grade 9's did NOT take our shit, but the grade 9's this year don't care. All I know is, next year, my friends and I are fucking rampaging through the lg/lb's hallway.

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    2. Also, thank you. I find that I am more mature than most people around my age group

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  2. Love your post!

    The year 1's at my school irk me so. They're fresh out of an 8 year primary school stretch, where they're allowed to roam freely and being the boss of everyone simply because they are year 8.
    Then they come in to the high school obsession and think the world should accomodate them. I blame TV. It was much better from 1970-2005, when the evil TV network came.. Their only ambition is to seem older than their age, even though, in year 1, I was afraid of most of the older gangster types.. Saying that, the year 4s really drive me crazy. And the year 3s. Well, I guess other teens in general.
    :)

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    1. Aha, thank you. I agree, I do blame the television. In my years of being in grade 5-7, I watched fucking Suite Life of Zach and Cody. Now kids are watching fucking Jersey Shore, and it changes them. The fact that the previous year, they were the 'leaders' of their school does not help.
      Same here, I was terrified of all the "gangsters" and all them.

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