Bullies

Have I made a post about this before? I'm not too sure, because well it's been fucking forever since I've made a blog post. Sorry about that btw.
Whatever.

I fucking hate bullies. They are douche bags who tear other people down for their own self esteem, and that is just horrible. Watching movies, seeing it for real life, reading about it or hearing about it from a friend. However the story came into my life, when I hear about someone getting bullied, I feel like crying.

In my personal opinion, it doesn't bother me when it's a boy bullying a girl. For most cases someone will beat the living shit out of him, and if they don't I fucking will. And when it's girls bullying girls, they usually tell someone; a parent, friend, teacher etc, and get it taken care of. No, the worst of all bullying, is when it's boys doing it to another boy.

It's a pack of hungry wolves feasting on a little bunny, and it's fucking horrible. What's even worse is when they are eating alone at lunch. For some reason, when I see a guy eating alone somewhere, my eyes get watery and I want to scream.. It's just so sad.

On Youtube I was surfing for videos about bullying after making my own for an english project, and I came across a very good one. Though it is long, it's still so sad, and of course the first fucking scene is the kid eating alone. :((((

FUCK YOU BULLIES. FUCK ALL THE BULLIES. YOU CAN ALL EAT SHIT, WHAT YOU ARE DOING ISN'T FUNNY AND CAN RUIN A LIFE AND A FAMILY. YOU ARE TAKING AWAY HAPPINESS.

Today, we had our end of the year assembly, and since it was the last day of school, the grade nines were being total douche bags. They were setting off stink bombs, throwing streamers and water balloons. I don't care about that, I mean let them be stupid, it's their last day. What bothered me was how some of the older kids think they are the shit.

Just because you are a year older - and some of you, only a few fucking months - doesn't mean you are cooler than us. Just because you make people sad or feel stupid for a laugh doesn't mean you are cooler than us.

My friend Paramon and I were sitting next to each other, and behind us were some of the grade nines. About 30 minutes into it, Paramon turned around and said
"Stop it!" in a very angry voice. I turned around, and it was the very funny guy I just met. Of course he was being a douche. I didn't really think anything of it, and zoned out again. But a few minutes later I heard
"Seriously, STOP!"

This continued on, and Paramon was getting angrier and the "bully" was getting worse and worse. Apparently he was constantly tapping Paramon with his foot, poking him and hitting him. When Paramon would get mad, he would say
"It wasn't me"

Being the amazing friend that I am, I turned my head so I could make sure that he wouldn't do it any more, without being obvious. When I saw his foot sliding closer, I grabbed it and shook my head. Then there was something about the "bully" telling Paramon that they were going to fight later on, but Paramon didn't want to because he didn't want to get in trouble

Later on they took out the streamers, and started throwing them everywhere. Soon the "bully" grabbed a handful and ripped it up; proceeding with throwing it on Paramon. I would pick it off of him and just go on with my time. But it wouldn't stop. I could tell Paramon was angry, and the look on his face made me want to cry. So I turned around and said
"Grow the fuck up. You think you are so much better than us but you aren't. And he may not punch you in the face, but I have no fear of doing so. Temp me bud, and don't mess with my friends"

It didn't stop him, but things calmed down for the rest of the assembly. What really warmed my heart the entire time this was happening, was that one of the bullies friends was telling him to stop the entire time, and she was actually getting mad.

But I just fucking hate bullies! They aren't cool, they are losers that every one hates. And it's worse when you try to stick up for someone, and they laugh in your face and make you feel stupid for saying anything. I will fucking hurt anyone who tries to tear others down, especially when they make them eat alone! 

And if you see anyone eating alone, go up and sit with them. If you don't, the guilt that stays with you  - or at least me - is enourmous, and you just feel horrible. Bullying needs to stop. If you want to feel really sad and motivated about stopping bullying, go watch the new movie BULLY (or the "bully project")

About my english project. I know that the words in it aren't words we use now a days, but it needed to be school appropriate.

That Stupid Spider

I'm not sure if I mentioned my best friend, Alex, but the other week or so we decided to have a sleepover. Since I have dogs and a cat, and she is allergic to animal fur, we needed to sleep outside on my trampoline. When we do this, we usually spend the majority of the night inside - so we can actually hang out - and when we get tired, or Alex gets sick, we go outside.

For the first part of the night we played my "The Office Trivia Game" and afterwards started to watch "500 Days of Summer". After about 30 minutes, we left to watch the rest of the movie outside on her laptop. So I began to prepare.

I gathered 50 blankets, 30 pillows, my laptop, a sweater, sweat pants, my phone and my ipod. Just to name a few.

Once we had every thing that we needed, we went out the back door and walked across the poo mine-field that is my backyard. After trying to get on the trampoline for 5 minutes, I was finally able to hoist my fat ass up, along with all my stuff.

It took us a while to get out bed ready, but finally we were finished and it was time to party. And by that I mean watch the movie quietly and try not to make the very old trampoline creek.

We were all comfy cosy in our little bed, watching the very beautiful Zoey Deschanel, and it seemed to be the perfect end for the day. SEEMED. I felt what seemed like a strand of hair tickling my arm, picked it off and buried myself farther into my blanket, leaving that one arm out.

Again, I felt the strand of hair and I was getting a little freaked out. I picked it off again and scooted towards Alex for comfort. (Because being close to someone always makes me feel better) All was well, nice and dandy. Then...

SUDDENLY!!!!

A GIGANTIC MEGA SPIDER FROM FUCKING HELL ITSELF WAS CRAWLING ACROSS THE RIM OF MY BLANKET, CLOSE TO MY FACE.

I shrieked silently and ninja jumped over Alex without hitting her or her laptop. Once I finished rolling around on the trampoline to make sure the spider wasn't on me, I explained to Alex what had happened and forced her to shake out every blanket.

That was finished, and there was no sight of the little beast. We weren't going to risk sleeping on the trampoline, so we got everything that we thought was "safe" and scurried up the steps onto my deck. I was fumbling with the door knob, while carrying millions of blankets and pillows that may or may not have had the spider in them. You can probably sense my panic.

The door was almost open and Alex had to go and say "Is that the spider?!", pointing to my blanket. I dropped everything and ran to the table, where I safely put my laptop. Well it was safe, until it fell probably waking up the entire neighbourhood.

We composed ourselves from laughing so hard, grabbed every thing, threw it all inside and rolled around on the ground "to be safe". When we declared that we were now calm, we decided that it was best to go to Alex's house and sleep in her guest bedroom. I left my parents a note and we were on our way.

We figure that the "strand of hair" was the spider 'webbing' on me. skfhsajdfhfhjkahfkjhfkjdhfaf sooooo gross. Also, the "spider" that was "on my blanket" (on the deck) was a piece of fluff. Thank you Alex.

I was too scared to use my favourite blanket for a week, and then some. Fucking spider.

p.s those pictures are the closest ones that I could find to the real spider. Enjoy.

HELP

Hi. I currently have 3 blogs, and I'd like to size that down to 2. Just one issue!

On the 2 blogs that I'm combining into 1, I like how both of them are set up, which is pretty much the same ;) Could you go to both of them (they are both named the same thing: Simply Sio) and vote on which design you like the best.

1) Simply-Sio
2) Simply Sio

thanks a bunch! Vote in the comments, or email me

Meeh

Hey, just thought I'd let you know. I have ANOTHER blog, which is just a blog about my majestic daily life. So here it is:
http://simply-sio.blogspot.ca/
And also, my friend has a blog:
http://nonsensecourtneey.blogspot.ca/

Proana Bitches.

Last night I came across a horrible site that worships "ana" - a short for anorexia nervosa. It goes on and on about how being fat is gross, disgusting and fat people are pieces of shit who shouldn't be loved. What the fucking FUCK? A young girl can come across that, hear how because she weighs more than some; that she's disgusting, and it'll completely destroy her life .

To give an example of how bad this site is, I have taken some quotes from it:

"Ana sounds so much better than FATSO"
"Only thin people are graceful"
"Fat people can't fit everywhere"
"If you eat, you'll look like those fat, disgusting, trash hookers"
"Fatso's are lonely because people don't want to look at them"
"Fatsos are SOOOO disgusting"
"Fat people are ugly"
"Fat people can't be loved"

Those are just 8 of the 70 reasons why you "need" to be anorexic. And those 70 reasons are just one page on this entire site.

Isn't that horrible. It's bad enough that who ever writes it says that people anorexic is better, but when they say that being normal - "fat" is horrible, disgusting and ugly, that is just cruel.

Being a young teenage girl with a lot of beautiful thin friends, I have a lot of insecurities. And sites like these that are saying I'll never be loved because of it, well that hurts. A lot. I just can't believe how horrible this goddamn site is!

Not only does it make "over weight" people feel bad, but for those kids who are struggling with anorexia, it's telling them to STAY that way. How fucking horrible is that? These girls and boys have a disease that can KILL them, and this author is telling them to keep at it if they want to be beautiful.

One of the reasoning's is : "Fat people die earlier" (one of the "70 reasons not to eat")
Hell no! Fat people do not die earlier! If any thing, the odds are equal. Being anorexic kills, you lose hair, energy, your skin becomes horrible and your teeth decay. Did I mention it kills you?! Because I think that how it can kill you is just something that I'd throw in there. You know, about it killing you. Because it can do that. Actually, between 5% - 20% who are anorexic die.

But just holy shit! This site makes every one feel bad, no matter their size! If your are over weight, you are disgusting. If you are normal, you are disgusting. If you eat any thing, disgusting. And if you are completely underweight - I'm talking 75 lbs and 20 years old - don't eat any thing, and exercise like crazy, it isn't good enough. You are still fucking "disgusting" in their eyes.

A girl posted on the blog how she got better, and was a healthy 175 lbs. Then she wanted to lose 4 lbs, just because. But then 4 became 6 became 8 became 25. Soon she was 145 lbs, and wasn't finished. She wanted to go down to 100 lbs, and her finishing weight would be 75 lbs. I feel so bad for this chick, because she has a disease, and she comes on to this website that is telling her that every thing she is doing is making her "perfect".

Not only does it say you'll be perfect, and anti-disgusting, but it gives you tip after tip on how to trick your family. It tells you how to hide your "lifestyle" and how to get people off your scent.

It's fucking horrible.

I truly, from the bottom of my heart, feel bad for any one who has this disease. It's horrible, controls your life and you are never happy. Please, any one who has anorexia: Get help. Being "thin" and unhealthy isn't "perfect". Actually, in my  eyes, it's less attractive (i hate being able to see bones) STOP.

And to the person who writes this blog, Pro Ana Lifestyle, go fuck yourself. You are distorting the minds of young adolescences both boys and girls. You should be ashamed, because you are taking lives, even if you haven't pulled the trigger.

I'm not going to lie though, I did take some information about working out from the site. They had some cool exercises that I wanted to try.

Please seek help if you and anorexia nervosa, or bulimia nervosa. These diseases aren't healthy, don't make you "prefect" and can kill you!
Kids help phone, Canada
Kids help line, USA

More facts?
WEBMD

blarggggh

Sorry about all this religion shit. I'm not with it for a while, probably going to be doing some stuff on school rules - because the weather is getting nice and girls are wearing shorts and getting in trouble. Probably something on the Bachelor and feminism, and if it I have time: a picture that said :: "We will probably never understand black holes. Or whhy girls always fall for douche bags"

My Religious Beliefs

Simple:

I believe in God. He gives me hope and dreams and love. But am I sceptical? Sure. There is no way to prove that God, Heaven and Hell all exist until we die. No matter what any heavy believers might say, no matter how many times a bible has been thrown at me, I still haven't seen actual proof. Yeah, I've seen evidence, but that's different.

Like, I've also seen proof that we didn't all come from God, Adam and Eve. The fact that we have a tail-bone says that we evolved from monkeys, so where does Adam magically being made fit in to that? And how the earth was formed. Then again, where in the fuck did all this shit come from? We have two opposing sides, both with equally good information.

But, yes. I believe in God. Do I believe in every thing? No. For example: Do I believe in sins? No.

Sure, we have right and wrong, yes and no. But I don't believe that some things will get us sent to hell. Because we all lie. Don't deny it, because you do it. Simply saying "I'm fine," "You look good" or "I'm coming" when you don't believe it, is a lie, which equals a sin. How is that fair?

Also, a big one. Being gay. I don't believe that one certain sexual preference gives you a nice trip to the flames. It's a life style, a way to live; to make yourself happy. Are people really going to hell because they want to be happy? When you say that being gay is bad and ban it, that doesn't just effect adults any more. Young kids who are struggling see that they have no support and often end up with suicide.

So I don't think that something would be "banned" in the eyes of God if it meant a young child killing themselves; also another 'sin.'

All in all: I believe in God, but not in sins.

Please don't email me giving me proof that there is a God, I wont read it. Please don't be offended. And no snide remarks about big sins, because of course if some one kills another person, I think they wont be entering the clouds. All of this is in a view of a 14 year old, so don't take it so seriously.